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Better than a thousand days in the world

So blessed, I can't contain it...
So much, I've got to give it away,
Your love taught me to live now...
You are more than enough for me.

Lord, You're more than enough for me
Lord, You're more than enough for me

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my deepest desires: go to Australia to get my degree. do humanitarian work. backpack. find my 'knight in shining armour'. and finally..MIGRATE! (:

My name is jiamin. i'm just a simple ordinary girl struggling to excel in my studies and to find my true identity. i have come to realise tht hope is, but, a very important thing for all of us; tht in the darkest moments, only if we cling on to hope can we find peace within ourselves. God bless!


Title: end of clinicals! thank you God for your Grace.
Date: Saturday, November 21, 2009

clinicals have officially ended. the past few weeks have been really really busy with the weekdays swarmed with work and by the time im home im rrly just drained but there's still reading up to do. and weekends r occupied with trgs plus spending time with my dearest if he gets to book out. and not forgetting with my family as well.

at the end of these attachments, it's been a great journey. really been thru alot of ups and downs these past 3 years of clinicals; many a times forced me to face my inner fears and face up to criticisms told to me straight in my face. it stripped me to the core of my very being but it's strengthened and moulded me to become a better and stronger persion. i've learnt so much about myself through all these experiences and im rrly grateful to all my clinicians and clinical partners who have thought me so much, and brought me endless joy and laughter everyday. you guys made the journey so much more endearing. thank you for being a part of my learning journey.

CE1: alone at Gleneagles Hospital
CE2a: Bright Vision Hospital (with joyce)- well i din rrly noe you then, but learnt alot from you though. and now, im just glad we've grown closer this year. you r a great person, with a unique sense of humour tht never fails to crack all of us up in class.
CE2B: Changi General Hospital (with Mei Ping)- never a dull moment with you; your never ending 'supply' of farts esp in the morning. but thank you for helping me thru MS. you r one nut case! but a very special girl indeed.
CE2C: Tan Tock Seng (with dudu and trish)- probably one of my best placement was with you girls! gosh! dudu i miss your bright and cheery self every morning, i never fail to draw strength from it esp when im rrly dead tired coming to work. i miss your sunshine!! and tricia! omg...you are just eccentric and i enjoy going crazy with you everyday. you never fail to crack me up on a daily basis. you r the best!
CE3a: Changi General Hospital (with Hui Cheung)- i have no comments, and my dear friends, you guys shud noe why yea.
CE3B: Tan Tock Seng (with bernice and jocey)- definitely had fun! bernice, i found out abt your unique talent in imitating people. seriously you r damn good! and we have the same birthday! i still cant get over the fact you noe! and jocey, you r always the calm one. the one with great insight. had an interesting last week with you guys where we each saw like 5 patients in the morning, and when it was only 10 plus 11, we were so so tired from rushing around seeing patients and documenting. like when is lunch going to come! HAHA. plus we were also rushing our inservice, with barely enough sleep everyday. but we made it thru! gosh!
CE3C: Singapore General Hospital (with Bernice, Huey yen and Hui Chueng)- it was an honour to have the opportunity to work with bernice again. and thru these 5 wks i rrly got to noe huey yen in ways i never imagined we could. it's like for the past 3 years, we hardly rrly interacted and toked, and it only took 5 weeks to bring us tgt and to build such a great friendship tgt. i learnt alot from you girl, and thanks for opening up so much to me. i had alot of fun with you and probably another one of my best attachement was here.

i've rly learnt so much, alot of which i could not have learnt it in school. though im looking forward to heading back to school because im just rrly drained from 3 consecutive clinicals and i need a break, but it's only thru seeing patients tht it rrly strengthened and compounded how much i rrly want to be in this line of work, to be in a position with the privilege to help others. the sense of satisfaction and fulfilment when my patients improve, when they shake my hand, when their family members tell me thank you with such earnesty, it makes everything worth. all the hard work we've been thru these past 3 years, every set back, it is and will be worth it. we study with a purpose, and tht is not to just excel, do well and graduate with a great GPA but more importantly, to allow ourselves to be empowered with knowledge and skills to be able to help our patients.
and it's rrly in line with wad God has commanded us to do. the daily devotions have been about how God wants us to grow in servanthood.
John Wesley was an incredible servant of God. His motto was:
"Do all the good you can, by all the means you can, in all the ways you can, in all the places you can, at all the times you can, to all the people you can, as long as you ever can."

i wanna go back to school as well cos i rrly miss all my classmates. being in the lecture room tgt, and in caryn's words " to be able to snack, laugh and chill". but it's not going to be easy this sem, with the load of fyp on our shoulders plus all the specialisation modules. but we'll make it thru i noe cos i have the best classmates ever.

to my dear, i rrly miss you. thank you for being in my life and being a part of me. you have my love always. looking forward to seeing you real soon!

thank you God for everything in my life. for all the love tht you've showered on me. your grace is sufficient and your power is made perfect in my weakness. all glory and honour to you alone. thank you for guiding me thru the down and dark times during my clinicals by sending people into my life to help me along the way. help me to never loose sight of your purpose and will for my life. Amen.

&so much I gotta give it away; 8:40 PM

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