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my deepest desires: go to Australia to get my degree. do humanitarian work. backpack. find my 'knight in shining armour'. and finally..MIGRATE! (:
My name is jiamin. i'm just a simple ordinary girl struggling to excel in my studies and to find my true identity. i have come to realise tht hope is, but, a very important thing for all of us; tht in the darkest moments, only if we cling on to hope can we find peace within ourselves. God bless! Title: i am blessed beyond measure!
Date: Tuesday, March 31, 2009
okay im finally going to blog abt clinicals. din have much time to do it right after the 5 wks ended; was busy packing for the vietnam trip.
anw clinicals overall i wud say it went satisfactory well.
recounting how it went; we started our first week with ZERO confidence in seeing patients and approaching them. we slowly picked up in terms of knowlege and confidence, only to be dashed by lay yen's visit. it took me awhile to get over it and to get over myself, and to re-start climbing up the ladder again.
it helped so much tht we had such a wonderful clinician; ever so patient and always willing to teach us and give us a morale booster when we were feeling down and out.
i was rrly glad our presentations when pretty well. i was personally just EXTREMELY happy tht Bala actually liked mine..when he told me tht i wanted to just cry tears of joy in front of him and it rrly din matter to me how the rest of the team felt. it felt good tht all the hard work actually paid off; the sleepless nights with 2-3 hours of sleep for a few days in a row. we were like walking zombies roaming the wards treating patients.
BUT by God's grace we made it thru.
most importantly i wanna
thank the wonderful Tricia and Durriah i did clinicals with. without them i wudnt have survived.
thank you girls for looking out for me and hafing my back throughout this placement.
thank you for the joy and laughter you brought me. you both made it so much easier to get thru. i must say it's been my best placement thus far..and i wudnt trade it for the world. once again
thank you SUNSHINES!!
ttsh is rrly a great place to work.
for all the above i thank God for everything
on the flight back to spore i broke down because the thought of the future scared the wits out of me; best friend's gonna fly off to aussie aft we graduate but the uncertainty of my future was/is just killing me. and it's times like these i loose sight of God's purpose for me even though time and time again He has revealed to me how He has been working in my life and preparing the way.
and indeed this placement has sealed in me and made me truly realise this is smth i want to do; i told dudu on the last week tht i think i want to be a physio (and she was like DUH haha). but it's because up till den it sure didnt feel like it..i absolutely din enjoy my outpatient placement where i spent almost everyday doubting myself and i think i probably sank into abit of depression during tht time.
best friend's right; this placement has definitely served its purpose. "not everything has to be results based but it's how the heart feels". she realised how much happier i was during the placement and saw the difference in me. i often feel she knows me better then i know myself. and im so glad to haf her in my life; she too played a huge part in getting me thru this clinicals- giving me wake up calls in the middle of the night when i 'accidentally' fell asleep (i rrly rrly appreciate tht), always rdy to encourage me and to give me the extra push to help me get thru the day, praying for me and simply being my rock. i can only hope tt i was able to help you as much as you had helped me during the clinicals.
(random tot: i rrly hope you get married fers so that i can be your bridesmaid!!! )
the most beautiful gift from God; MY BEST FRIEND! :)
and it's 4.15am now....got to wake up early to play piano ltr , i rrly hope i can! :)
&so much I gotta give it away; 2:56 AM
