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So blessed, I can't contain it...
So much, I've got to give it away,
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You are more than enough for me.

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my deepest desires: go to Australia to get my degree. do humanitarian work. backpack. find my 'knight in shining armour'. and finally..MIGRATE! (:

My name is jiamin. i'm just a simple ordinary girl struggling to excel in my studies and to find my true identity. i have come to realise tht hope is, but, a very important thing for all of us; tht in the darkest moments, only if we cling on to hope can we find peace within ourselves. God bless!


Title: tired of trying..so hard
Date: Wednesday, February 11, 2009

clinicals are just round the corner and pretty much most of my friends are picking up the slack and starting abit of revision.

i rrly wanna just live in my own world and not give a tot wad others are doing. are they studying hard? and this and that. i wanna do wad i want without a care abt others. when did this start to be so impossible for me to do.

i feel like crap. and i cant pin-point the exact reason why.

is it becos i've been thinking abt you. despite how great a jerk you were. omg but when things happen i think abt you. maybe i havent noticed how close we became all these years in spite of all the hurt you've caused me. i rrly wanted us to be great friends and now we arent even toking. and you havent tried to win me back. how could you! i was there when you were telling me how hard you were trying to get in touch with yur friend aft an argument but why havent you contacted me...did everything tt we went thru account for nothing? nothing at all?

is it because of my dad. i cant look him in the eye today i hope tmr will be better.

or isit because of my sis..tht today her sense of pride and self esteem was stripped away in front of her class when she was humiliated by her teacher. i've always wanted to b there to protect you but im sorry the world is such a cruel place my baby sis. im sorry you had to learn abt tht at such a young age. but i tell you fight back!

or issit because of the things tht happened of late to me?

studies?

my grandma and her health?

and then after all tht we choke back the tears, put on a smile, and portray to the world wad they want to see.

&so much I gotta give it away; 9:28 PM

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