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More than I could hope or dream of
You have poured Your favour on me
One day in the house of God is
Better than a thousand days in the world

So blessed, I can't contain it...
So much, I've got to give it away,
Your love taught me to live now...
You are more than enough for me.

Lord, You're more than enough for me
Lord, You're more than enough for me

God's child ♥

my deepest desires: go to Australia to get my degree. do humanitarian work. backpack. find my 'knight in shining armour'. and finally..MIGRATE! (:

My name is jiamin. i'm just a simple ordinary girl struggling to excel in my studies and to find my true identity. i have come to realise tht hope is, but, a very important thing for all of us; tht in the darkest moments, only if we cling on to hope can we find peace within ourselves. God bless!


Title: just..smile and fake it.
Date: Sunday, February 08, 2009

just had dinner with family and the lady boss was toking to us. we were on the topic abt how short life is and everything. and indeed it's true..xy was just telling me the other day tht my blog entries are always so depressing and i've been asking myself why. is it worth it?
wadever happened to me since i came to poly. have i changed?

i wished there was someting i cud tke to make me forget things. things tht make my hair stand, my heart skip a beat before i feel palpitations everytime it crosses my mind. by the simplest of triggers. to me this IS a big deal becos it's NOT who i am. absolutely not. and last night while on the way home wadever happened to me just threw me off the edge AGAIN. though, yes nothing happened, but everything tht i was trying so hard to push away just came rushing back to me and once again i cudnt sleep. why am i thinking so much is becos i cant forgive myself (and it's okay if the world things im crazy and making a big fuss over nth).

im worried abt results. im scared as hell tht im gonna nid a supplementary paper. even if not, i know i wun do well and im so SO scared.

lastly, going to vietnam in march with poly friends and friend's friends..altogether it's 10 pple. hopefully it'll b good and we'll have fun.

genevieve, in spite of all tht we're going thru in our own lives, i guess everything will be alright eventually. eventually. and yes, God help me.

&so much I gotta give it away; 10:04 PM

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