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More than I could hope or dream of
You have poured Your favour on me
One day in the house of God is
Better than a thousand days in the world

So blessed, I can't contain it...
So much, I've got to give it away,
Your love taught me to live now...
You are more than enough for me.

Lord, You're more than enough for me
Lord, You're more than enough for me

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my deepest desires: go to Australia to get my degree. do humanitarian work. backpack. find my 'knight in shining armour'. and finally..MIGRATE! (:

My name is jiamin. i'm just a simple ordinary girl struggling to excel in my studies and to find my true identity. i have come to realise tht hope is, but, a very important thing for all of us; tht in the darkest moments, only if we cling on to hope can we find peace within ourselves. God bless!


Title: all my days belong to You
Date: Saturday, January 17, 2009

i started today worried abt alot of things. cudnt sleep well last night as a result.

it started last night when i was walking best friend to the bus stop..it kinda hit me all of a sudden. the fear rrly gripped me (maybe the feeling has been there for some time but it nvr surfaced); exams are starting nxt week and im so scared im gonna screw it up AGAIN. i know i've lost half the battle alrdy with me thinking in this way. somehow i feel i've rrly lost faith in myself and i find myself questioning God abt alot of things, which i really shudnt. i think this time round the feeling is even stronger after wad i heard was said abt me. best friend said everything's gonna be fine..and how i wish i cud bring myself to believe in tht but i really cannot. why? why? i need to stop feeling like im such a failure.

and just now i was reading the Daily Bread and saw tmr's 'msg'. i felt it so apt and it was a great reminder to me.
' For to have been thought about- born in God's thoughts- and then made by God, is the greatest, grandest, most precious thing of all thinking.....it's comforting to know that we're not a terrible mistake, but a very special creation..."i am fearfully and wonderfully made; marvellous are Your works" (psalm 139:14)'

everything in my life happened as it shud have been according to His will..be it good or bad. and i rrly shudnt care wad others might think abt me. i shudnt question as well why does it have to be this way. im not good in my studies but i must believe tht God has a purpose for tht and i have something else tht others may not have.

other then studies im praying for my Grandma. im getting increasingly worried for her as im noticing how quickly she's deteriorating recently.

i pray for a good week ahead for all of us.

God bless everyone!

&so much I gotta give it away; 10:24 PM

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