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More than I could hope or dream of
You have poured Your favour on me
One day in the house of God is
Better than a thousand days in the world

So blessed, I can't contain it...
So much, I've got to give it away,
Your love taught me to live now...
You are more than enough for me.

Lord, You're more than enough for me
Lord, You're more than enough for me

God's child ♥

my deepest desires: go to Australia to get my degree. do humanitarian work. backpack. find my 'knight in shining armour'. and finally..MIGRATE! (:

My name is jiamin. i'm just a simple ordinary girl struggling to excel in my studies and to find my true identity. i have come to realise tht hope is, but, a very important thing for all of us; tht in the darkest moments, only if we cling on to hope can we find peace within ourselves. God bless!


Title: 9 more days of attachment!!
Date: Monday, December 08, 2008

well it's been a long and, i guess ,enjoyable weekend!
din study much but definitely had a relaxing time with family.
tmr is back to the usual conundrum of clinicals..and i hate myself for the escapist attitude im hafing towards my work. through sat and sun, i knew i needed to study but i kept putting it off and now im stuck wif a multitude of work to be done, and im once again procratinating and instead of studying, im here blogging.
i rrly nid to WAKE UP man!

but clinicals hasnt been smooth-sailing. audrey came on tuesday and i guess i let her down. i ought to be better. i wish i am. after things that she said to me i developed a phobia to seeing patients and appreciate mei ping for constantly encouraging me. at the end of the day i guess only she knows what's going on..how bad the situation is. this is a struggle we have to go thru on our own. frens there are but they can only help that much..it all boils down to believing in myself.
but God has a purpose for everything and He has made it crystal clear to me and so i will trust.

another thing:
why did you have to tell me all these? and it had to be one day before you left for phuket. where were you when i was standing right in front of you 2 years ago. you ran away. you went and found someone else. i was waiting for you but you never showed and i didnt noe why. now you tell me she was a replacement for me what am i supposed to think? that now im a replacement for you to get over her? you tok incessantly abt her to me..and i admit i've feelings for you before so what was i supposed to think? how was i supposed to feel? i just wanted to be a good friend and be there for you. but let me tell you the boat has left the dock and it's not coming back.

&so much I gotta give it away; 10:00 PM

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