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More than I could hope or dream of
You have poured Your favour on me
One day in the house of God is
Better than a thousand days in the world

So blessed, I can't contain it...
So much, I've got to give it away,
Your love taught me to live now...
You are more than enough for me.

Lord, You're more than enough for me
Lord, You're more than enough for me

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my deepest desires: go to Australia to get my degree. do humanitarian work. backpack. find my 'knight in shining armour'. and finally..MIGRATE! (:

My name is jiamin. i'm just a simple ordinary girl struggling to excel in my studies and to find my true identity. i have come to realise tht hope is, but, a very important thing for all of us; tht in the darkest moments, only if we cling on to hope can we find peace within ourselves. God bless!


Title: building up my confidence.
Date: Tuesday, November 25, 2008

im glad my family's coming back tonight. it's been a long week. i realised almost every day after i bathe and wash up after dinner i loose the motivation and the drive to study..somehow i'll end up slping rrly early and den waking up almost every hour to contemplate if i shud study..but usually i wun have the discipline to. it's been esp bad the last 2 nights. hais i think it's got to do wif no one being home and i just dun wanna think abt everything tht happened during the day.

din think i wud miss my family this bad..but i guess it's due to clinicals and being away from my classmates who always never fail to crack me up and make it seem like everything will be alright. each one of us is facing our individual struggles in the clinics and we're pretty much on our own to become the therapist tht we wanna be. we got to learn to fend for ourselves. no one's gonna wait for you.

i guess tht's the realiy of this society and, well pretty much, life. once you r not good or you have a weakness you r just left in a corner.

i realised i nvr was able to truly feel how it feels like to b left at the shore while you watch yur team mates paddle to the starting line. to not be chosen and even worse be replaced for the event you qualified yur team to. or rather i nvr found the time to feel for my team mates who were ever in such situations. i wud say it is a rather heart-breaking feeling..i started questioning if all i've been working so hard for was worth it; coming to trg and sacrificing revision time, pushing so hard during trgs..it came to a point where i was wondering if i shud just quit.

im thankful though for nadia, yvonne and joan who saw beyond the fascade and knew i was sad even without me telling them. rrly felt encouraged by the things they said. never expected it to come from them. really. and for peixuan, it was bittersweet when we won the final women's event when we were put down for the race, and tks for opening up.

&so much I gotta give it away; 10:07 PM

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