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So blessed, I can't contain it...
So much, I've got to give it away,
Your love taught me to live now...
You are more than enough for me.

Lord, You're more than enough for me
Lord, You're more than enough for me

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my deepest desires: go to Australia to get my degree. do humanitarian work. backpack. find my 'knight in shining armour'. and finally..MIGRATE! (:

My name is jiamin. i'm just a simple ordinary girl struggling to excel in my studies and to find my true identity. i have come to realise tht hope is, but, a very important thing for all of us; tht in the darkest moments, only if we cling on to hope can we find peace within ourselves. God bless!


Title: God help me!!!
Date: Wednesday, September 03, 2008

finally i decided to put my feet down and make the difficult decision of not going on holiday wif my frens. it's just that after so many road blocks along the way and after wad happened last night i decided i shud forgo it even though it rrly hurts me. but i think this is for the better.

the things that come out of your mouth rrly hurt me. but i thank you for giving me a clearer picture of what i can or cannot say to you. from now hence forth the only things that will be conversed between us will only be superficial matters of logistics and absolutely no personal feelings/thoughts and wad not. i can nvr be too sure what i say will anger you and what's more u will not say it there and then but boil it deep down in you waiting for the right moment to just spill everything out. you have officially lost my respect for you. and u will no longer be the person i turn to when im in need. i will try to distant myself as far frm u as possible in case i get hurt again but dun worry i will show u the respect you wan frm me..thought it doesnt mean i mean it. i cannot forgive you becus you of all pple shud noe how much i've done to make you happy. how much i've sacrificed my happiness for you. but to you it's not enuf. so get away from me and leave me alone. you get yur way and im not going on my trip anymore!

im not happy and i wont be for this whole holiday. never tot it'd end up like this. tot i'd rrly haf a fantastic holiday after such a difficult semester.

i want to run away get out of here. i nid to breathe again. clear my mind. find back who i am becuz i feel like im loosing it.

&so much I gotta give it away; 11:55 PM

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