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So blessed, I can't contain it...
So much, I've got to give it away,
Your love taught me to live now...
You are more than enough for me.

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Lord, You're more than enough for me

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my deepest desires: go to Australia to get my degree. do humanitarian work. backpack. find my 'knight in shining armour'. and finally..MIGRATE! (:

My name is jiamin. i'm just a simple ordinary girl struggling to excel in my studies and to find my true identity. i have come to realise tht hope is, but, a very important thing for all of us; tht in the darkest moments, only if we cling on to hope can we find peace within ourselves. God bless!


Title: the night is darkest just before dawn.
Date: Sunday, August 03, 2008

before this i had typed out an entry abt how im such a failure and my sad and pathetic life. but somehow on fri, when i was half way thru i just felt VERY tired and so i decided to continue on another day.
And then God had to speak to me the very nxt day at FOP with the powerful msg by Paster Mark Conner.
he spoke abt the importance of taking leadership of our thoughts. he asked a question on why we so often liked to replay the bad movies in our lives over and over again. even playing it on surround sound and high definition. the crux of it all is that only we ourselves are responsible for our lives and it is only us who can keep all these negative thoughts in captivity to prevent creating a stronghold of negativity.
it's true but hard to apply.
this semester has truly been a trying one..not tht the nightmare's over yet but at least for a few days now with the practicals hopefully out of the way( i.e. if i dun have to retake any) before revision goes into full swing for my semestral exams.
i need to stop harping on how unfair my practical schedule was although i literally had 3 back to back practicals, because i guess there were others worse off hu had 4 practicals in a row. haiz..but i noe becuz of the tight time constraint some of my revision was compromised and well well as expected i din do well for physio pract. seriously a big fat SIGH.
so many of us cried on so many occasions in these last few months but i think thru it all we've grown i guess. the road's been rough but God will lead us and at the end of it we will be alright.
no doubt it is inevitable to have thoughts of past failures/disappointments when things just continuously remind me of them.
OH wells i will still work hard and try my best for each test/pract/exam and wad not and pray hard tht it will all pay off one day. i noe im not as intelligent as many of my class mates and cannot smoke my way thru alot of things and so working hard is the only way to go for me haiz.

alright since many of the rest are still hafing practicals this week, qing and i are checking out on where to go for this coming semestral break. thinking of down under but the fuel tax can just kill us all. so high chance of going to shanghai for the time being but we'll see.

shall go get ready for dinner! going to eat Russian food at Borshch steakhouse! (:

&so much I gotta give it away; 5:47 PM

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