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More than I could hope or dream of
You have poured Your favour on me
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Better than a thousand days in the world
So blessed, I can't contain it...
So much, I've got to give it away,
Your love taught me to live now...
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Lord, You're more than enough for me
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my deepest desires: go to Australia to get my degree. do humanitarian work. backpack. find my 'knight in shining armour'. and finally..MIGRATE! (:
My name is jiamin. i'm just a simple ordinary girl struggling to excel in my studies and to find my true identity. i have come to realise tht hope is, but, a very important thing for all of us; tht in the darkest moments, only if we cling on to hope can we find peace within ourselves. God bless! Title: heart of the matter
Date: Saturday, April 19, 2008
i think this card made by xy is SUPER NICE! esp the insides of it! most of my frens are SO artistic! HAHA
anyway! went out wif hn, pj, mel, xy and cindy ytd! too bad elyn cudnt join us..cuz we had a great and fantastic time minus the little incident tht happened to us wen we were called BITCHES! i tot it was totally uncalled for and we definitely din do anything tht wud deserve to b called smth so harsh..i mean they were the ones hu started staring at us since they came in. and i think becuz of tht we have the right to question why right! and xy realised she dropped a pair of earings at the restaurant..so i think those pple were prob staring becuz of tht? BUT do they think we can read their minds? GOSH juz open their mouths and tell us issit all the pearls will drop from their mouths? SHIT MAN!
alright..we had dinner at Sushi Teh and den adjourned to Ice cube for dessert! food was awesome and company was even better! thanks gals for the beautiful shirt dress! it's extremely nice! will wear it for our nxt gathering..which i reckon will b very soon right! mel and hn's bdaes are coming up! yay! den we'll all be in the BIG 20 CLUB! (:
ohwells..back to serious stuff; some of us were at the lib ytd n we juz happened to bump into one of our seniors..she recommended some books to us(which is so nice of her). aft which she started sharing wif us her YEAR 2 experience..which to me sounded bad. wad the lecturers teach is onli juz the tip of the ice berg! we nid to read up alot more! she also feels the sch's system is extremely screwed up esp for clinicals..cuz yur clinican might give u a pass grade but in the end u might still fail..it all depends on the school eventually and nobody noes exactly how they grade everything. she also feels tht scholars tend to do better generally even if they aint tht fantastic and it's juz rrly made me worried.
i cant help but think wad if im attached wif a scholar and say we get posted to SGH..and the general trend there is tht one person will pass and the other will fail..den wud tht mean i dun even stand a fighting chance? i rrly shudder at the tot man! clinicals is 16 credits points leh! HAIZ. i dun have the luxury of a high GPA to cushion on even if tht happens!
the feeling sucks to think SHIT MAN i shud have backed my bags and juz gone straight to aussie last yr. DAMN RIGHT the lecturers wud b of better quality to start wif and DAMN RIGHT the fascilities wud b better and DAMN RIGHT the playing field over there wud have been fairer(aiyah over here once someone is given the SMART label it doesnt matter if u r as good; you'd still have to go by a longer route to reach yur destination).
yeah im a boring person..constantly raking up the past to tok abt..but it's juz so hard and painful; to haf had smth so much better staring at me right in the face and i simply turned in the opposite direction and chose smth else. i gave up such a GOLDEN opportunity. the past always has its way of creeping frm behind and slapping you in the face.
i hope i din offend anyone..im juz expressing wad i rrly feel inside of me.
frm nxt wk onwards lessons will end at abt 5 or 6 everyday and im starting night classes soon..so..i've got to try and stay sane and really start mugging. i wud like to think i still have a fighting chance to raise my GPA..i HOPE! *crossing my fingers* for now, im juz aiming to end yr 2 sem 1 smoothly.
at the end of the day..despite all the ranting...we all noe there's no turning back now..and whether we like it or not we're in this tgt..so hopefully we'll b able to help each other soar to greater heights! (:
&so much I gotta give it away; 4:08 PM
