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More than I could hope or dream of
You have poured Your favour on me
One day in the house of God is
Better than a thousand days in the world

So blessed, I can't contain it...
So much, I've got to give it away,
Your love taught me to live now...
You are more than enough for me.

Lord, You're more than enough for me
Lord, You're more than enough for me

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my deepest desires: go to Australia to get my degree. do humanitarian work. backpack. find my 'knight in shining armour'. and finally..MIGRATE! (:

My name is jiamin. i'm just a simple ordinary girl struggling to excel in my studies and to find my true identity. i have come to realise tht hope is, but, a very important thing for all of us; tht in the darkest moments, only if we cling on to hope can we find peace within ourselves. God bless!


Title: crying out in desperation
Date: Monday, February 04, 2008

"Tears don’t have time to well up, they dry before given a chance to run down your cheeks. Of course, we think time heals all wounds and this would be just another experience that needs to be healed. If what comes after is all smooth sailing then that, would be our remedy - if not it’s salt on wounds that leaves scars carved deeply" --- David

came across these words in David's blog and felt the emotions radiating out from these words so true of wad i've been feeling of late. at this very moment i feel like im on this bullet train; not able to jump off but yet looking at the passing patures outside the window it makes it so tempting to just let go of everything and throw my hands up in the air. everything is just swirling around me now while im typing this. milion and one things tht r waiting to be done but yet i dun feel the drive despite my deep hunger to excel in this course.

it's been TESTS after TESTS! i fall down n i dun even haf time to pick myself up before i nid to throw myself back into the lion's den. suddenly i ask myself does anyone know im falling apart deep down inside. all the craziness and laughter during the day is juz a fasade. at night in the silence all the cuts, the bruises and scars sustained during the day seem to reappear. wadever sadness or feelings of doubt tht i had brushed away during the day seem so clear now. but even in the night i dun have time to brood over all of these things for fear tht i might loose those precious mins tht cld b better spent on studying.

im a person hu need lots of reassurance and i get lost easily and i'll b doubting and questioning is all these worth it; i nid someone to constantly reassure me tht all these struggles will be worth it in the end and steer me back into course.

was on the line wif xueyun just now..nvr planned it but it really came as a great relieve. toking to her is always a joy; constant laughter about the weirdest of tings. it somehow nvr fails to be a remedy to all my problems and it always tkes my mind off things. we understand each other and i juz loose myself to the conversation. i dun care tht it's getting late and there's no time to study..toking to her just makes it feel like everything will b alright.

&so much I gotta give it away; 9:54 PM

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