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More than I could hope or dream of
You have poured Your favour on me
One day in the house of God is
Better than a thousand days in the world

So blessed, I can't contain it...
So much, I've got to give it away,
Your love taught me to live now...
You are more than enough for me.

Lord, You're more than enough for me
Lord, You're more than enough for me

God's child ♥

my deepest desires: go to Australia to get my degree. do humanitarian work. backpack. find my 'knight in shining armour'. and finally..MIGRATE! (:

My name is jiamin. i'm just a simple ordinary girl struggling to excel in my studies and to find my true identity. i have come to realise tht hope is, but, a very important thing for all of us; tht in the darkest moments, only if we cling on to hope can we find peace within ourselves. God bless!


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Date: Thursday, December 06, 2007

im juz so SO tired of everything. my life. especially my studies. but seriously juz everything.
aft so much effort. so many hours of lost sleep. ultimately it amounts to nth. wad's the use?
it's like a viscious cycle.
anatomy pract today really hit me hard. for the past few weeks i was slogging so hard for it and den wen i went in i had so much difficulty recalling the stuff. i fumbled during the fers few qns and at tht point i cld rrly feel my heart beating so fast and for a moment juz a moment i rrly wanted to throw in the towel and give up. it was tht bad.

at this point of time im rrly crying out to God. i feel myself juz falling apart inside.crumbling. i duno if i haf the strength to go on. it rrly hurts tht aft all u've put in it's NEVER enuf. and i mean NEVER. is God punishing me? i mean im not lazy or anything. He doesnt seem to answer my prayers.
i noe deep down there's a reason behind all these but now at this very moment i rrly dun get everything. how my life is. how it has always been. im sad wif myself as to why im like this.

dear Lord, your ways are not my ways. help me to understand things as they are and to take heart that you are in control of everything. forgive me for doubting. i come before You humbled and contrite to ask for peace and strength and wisdom from You. Amen.



&so much I gotta give it away; 10:38 PM

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