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More than I could hope or dream of
You have poured Your favour on me
One day in the house of God is
Better than a thousand days in the world

So blessed, I can't contain it...
So much, I've got to give it away,
Your love taught me to live now...
You are more than enough for me.

Lord, You're more than enough for me
Lord, You're more than enough for me

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my deepest desires: go to Australia to get my degree. do humanitarian work. backpack. find my 'knight in shining armour'. and finally..MIGRATE! (:

My name is jiamin. i'm just a simple ordinary girl struggling to excel in my studies and to find my true identity. i have come to realise tht hope is, but, a very important thing for all of us; tht in the darkest moments, only if we cling on to hope can we find peace within ourselves. God bless!


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Date: Wednesday, September 19, 2007

it's been a long week even though it's only wednesday.
monday aftnoon was totally bad. started having fever, my head was so pain and heavy, everytime i lifted it up i felt like i blanked out for a millisecond, my back was hurting, and worst of all i was so breathless; cldnt even stand straight, for if i did i wld b more out of breath.
it's was like horrible beyond words. never ever felt like this in the longest time i can rmb.
went to c the doc in the evening..and found out tht i was suffering frm pre-asthmatic attack.
omg i almost fell out of my chair man. he also said my left lung is not functioning properly. how did it suddenly happen man? i rrly duno.
so i was given 5 days exemption from running.
and i tot wow tht is rrly long. by tuesday i shld b fine la right?
den today went to SGH to help out in their mass health screening. i was mostly doing the recording of height and weight, and occationally helped out in the push-up and step-up sections when the crowd became overwhelming. but while i was doing it halfway thru' i starting to break out in sweat and started feeling breathless wif some tightness around my stomach region..might b the diaphragm i rrly duno. so i had to like sit down was so worried i wld faint or smth. seriously bad. was trying hard not to show tht i was 'gasping' for air.
mahshimin: i rrly wanted to tke over yur station.. wanted to relieve u frm all those push-ups aft so many u did ytd during trg...but i din haf the confidence..and so i cld onli assist u sometimes.
but anyway today's SGH experience was quite rewarding nonetheless..i mean it's definitely helped us to build our confidence when dealing wif pple and so much more intangible things.
peigin: thanks for sharing stuff tht i tot were rrly personal. i appreciate this friendship tht we have.
anw might b gg to c the doc again on fri to get an update on my health status..dun wanna die halfway while rowing on sat. haha..but i might eventually not go for trg this weekend althogether cuz my parents are..worried?? haha..

*in everything, i give thanks to you. help me to accept tings tht come my way, whether good or bad, help me to trust more and not to question. and i pray for guidance in everything i
do. bless my family and frens. thank you Jesus. Amen*

&so much I gotta give it away; 9:27 PM

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