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You have poured Your favour on me
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Better than a thousand days in the world

So blessed, I can't contain it...
So much, I've got to give it away,
Your love taught me to live now...
You are more than enough for me.

Lord, You're more than enough for me
Lord, You're more than enough for me

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my deepest desires: go to Australia to get my degree. do humanitarian work. backpack. find my 'knight in shining armour'. and finally..MIGRATE! (:

My name is jiamin. i'm just a simple ordinary girl struggling to excel in my studies and to find my true identity. i have come to realise tht hope is, but, a very important thing for all of us; tht in the darkest moments, only if we cling on to hope can we find peace within ourselves. God bless!


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Date: Saturday, July 28, 2007

WoW and another week has passed.
oh wells last wk i was very stressed abt all the upcoming tests..but somehow this wkend i feel calmer. mayb it's a matter of coming to terms wif it.
with so many papers coming up so near each other these few wks are gg to b tough.
but im learning more and more how to trust in the Lord. for i noe i cannot do this myself. im weak.it's tiring.

last wk's dragonboat trg has been quite grt i must say. thurs we did 3 min sets of pool-rowing. i think it's rrly the fers time in my life i put in so much effort in trg. aft like 2 yrs. and it feels damn shiok!! the feeling when u can rrly pull hard water. omg indescribable! in the past wen the water gets heavy i think i unknowingly juz pull less but this time round i kept telling myself mke each stroke worth it..PULL LONG.. and rrly at the end of it..it felt freaking good. it's very hard 2 rite it in words all these. sat trg was equally grt. although tiring but i was SAD when it had 2 end. im rrly going to make sure my trgs frm now on r like tht..my 100%..oH gosh tht makes me guilty how i havent put in effort for trgs over the last 2 yrs..but i tot i did..anyway wadever it doesnt matter now.

being in dragonboat i realise it's all in the mind. how u tell urself u can do it. all the way 2 the finishing line. not stopping. juz maintaining all the way till the end. it's mind over body. it's abt not caring abt whether others r catching up wif u..but to concentrate on yur own strokes making it right each time and 'eating' yur opponent seat by seat. n i wana incorporate tht into my life to tell myself i can do it manz. it's my mind tht's hindering me frm achieving so much more.

toked to my couz frm aust juz now at the bbq..on the webcam.. it was so facinating!! pardon my sk-ness. but i've nv done such a long dist one before..lol. but i feel so envious tht he can b there while im here stuck in nyp. i sure hope im making the rite choice 2 stay n not go 2 curtin uni. but im definitely gg overseas to do my degree aft this course if everything goes smoothly. at least my relatives feel it's gd tht i'll have a diploma n a degree at the end of this..so im juz gg wif the current now..c where it tkes me. but i rrly hope i'll get to work overseas eventually..London ideally..haha..i wanna join their annual boat race one day..it's damn cool..haha..but ya working there will b such a dream come true.

this post is getting too long...better go sleep.. tml got OSIM triathlon rub-down session..siansation..haha..and then it's back to bia-ing for nxt wk's testS..oh ya HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!! haf a blessed yr ahead!! (:

&so much I gotta give it away; 11:45 PM

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